My blog has become so depressing and JiMel unrelated, ha ha..
I think it’s the first time I’ve actually really considered ending my life. Today was just another terrible day, and I am so close to reaching my limit. I guess my roommate was right: I am super pathetic…:’)
Thanks cupcake, I really appreciate it. :’)
Thanks sweetheart, your message made me smile :)
Wow, everything for the last couple of weeks has just been wrong in my life. I feel so pathetic, and I’m just tired…Of everything really…I’ve been so depressed lately, and I hate it — I’m trying to fight depression, pretending to be happy all the time, especially with my parents since they really wanted me to go to this college I’m in at the moment, and even though I dislike it, I have to put on a smile and tell them I love it so they won’t be disappointed at me…again. haha, they always compare me to my younger brother, and tell me I should be more like him…Never having the support of your parents can really kill a person. Not to mention that I don’t think that many people like me in my school, like not that many people try to even make an effort to talk to me and be friends with me. Sigh. I’m just very tired, the world doesn’t seem to get any better. When people say ‘it gets better’, I wonder if it takes a century to actually have that happen. I don’t know, just ignore this post. I just really needed to write this, sorry.
Lol, I’m actually expecting some hate messages now from certain people, telling me how I deserve this :’)